I was talking to Paul about this whole challenge and the difficulty I was having with it, and he basically said, "Well, you decided to do an 'active' challenge where you have to find/make time to do something every day during one of the busiest times of your life." And it's true. Boards, wedding planning, crazy shifts in the ER . . . probably poor planning on my part.
And that's not to be an excuse -- in the future, I just need to look ahead better at the 30 days the challenge will cover before I decide what it'll be. For example, I'd probably have less problem doing Whole30 again this month, but that's cause it's more passive.
Anyhow. Gotta make choices that are best for long term. And when it came down to 5k vs. sleep so I can make it through the shift that might be helping me earn a residency, I picked option B.
So today, we went on a walk together to catch up, cause we actually haven't seen much of each other lately. Unfortunately we had pizza for dinner, and my stomach wasn't having it, requiring our route to swing back by the house half-way through. Also, the tummy upset pretty much prevented the workout part of the 5k.
The 5k:
3.16 miles in 1:08:32
21:39 min/mile average pace
Splits: 20:35/21:08/22:58/22:56
So, I'm not sure if I have any readers, and really, this is more for me, but I was thinking about whether the people reading this would be disappointed I took another day "off" from the challenge. I mean, that's #3, right?
But for me, I have to balance intent, life priorities, and long-term consequences. So maybe I can learn from it better -- plan out my days better, etc., but I've gotta be gentle with myself in the meantime.
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